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| howdy everyone im tiiiiiired and i think i need to sleep, my mommy was mad cause i didnt get home til 1:00 this morning i was hangin out with sherry, ben, glenn, and kenny plus adam and jeff at the ball field kinda fun and i also have a spiderman cardboard cut out.....yay! i miss jessie a lot she wasnt answering her phone... i hope i can talk to her tomorrowbut i gotta work 9:15-5:15 yay.....NOT guess ill ttyl everybody
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| new look and feel for my new site and the perfect song for what im going through right now. jessi was supposed to be getting back today and i called her a couple times already today but noones home, and i think shes angry at me because i called her aunts cell phone while she was on her way back there from atlanta. but i was desperate to hear her voice, and i think im becoming obsessed i just dont want her to know because i dont wana sound retarded and i told her i loved her a couple times but the last time i said it she didnt say it back, i guess she isnt ready for it yet, but i think i am, i try to watch what i say, and i am careful with how i use it but i just want her to know how i feel, and ...... i dont know it just seemed right, maybe she didnt think it was, but thats ok im not trying to push her to do anything she doesnt want to do or say, its just that i dont want to lose something so precious and i am pretty emotional at the moment because i havent seen her in a long time and ive been reading the letter she gave me 3 times a day just because it lessens the severity of my sorrow. oh well maybe ill talk to her soon i hope so or im gona go psycho. 2g ttyl
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| Hi a new begining and a new me and a new relationship 1 month yesterday! YAY! and now a new site its about time right? ok well me and jessica are dating i dont know why i never dated her before because shes just what i never thought she would be (in a good way). shes wonderful and by far the greatest thing thats ever happened to me, shes turning my life around, no more drugs because well 1 i got arrested again and 2 because shes all i'll ever need she is my new beginning and shes....well not to sound repetitive shes wonderful and beautiful andsmart and funny, and she can relate to whats happened in my life, and shes also very whats the word consoling? i dont know but she doesnt run away when i start to have problems, shes sticks right by my side and its the greatest thing. i think im in love but im not real sure, i dont wanna use the word carelessly but i think its impossible in this scenario. alright well i gotta go ttyl.
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